Friday, July 29, 2011

.:A New Chapter:.

My mind state needs change, perhaps I have gone about it the wrong way for the longest time or perhaps I haven't realized how I affect others around me. It is not my desire to hurt anyone but I need time to myself, time to put things into perspective. Others fear change because they are scared of what it may bring ,but not all changes are necessarily bad. I know this one isn't. For the longest time I have been concerned with others before myself and have neglected my well being for them. Its time I took time for me, as they grow stronger I grow weaker. I wish to see them succeed with their lives but I have to remember my own. I will always be there when you need me but I will start to take sometime to assure my sanity, as you know I can only be strong for so long. This is where I make a change, no longer will I self sacrifice, when life gets to hard I will take a step back and breathe. My health isn't worth this anguish, this worry, this madness. For my well being and for the ones around me, I'll make more of an effort to take care of myself. What use am I to others when I can't even function properly. Just step of the madness that surrounds you and breathe because it wont just benefit you but everyone else as well...

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